Saturday, January 15, 2011

andai dapat ku undur masa

dalam usik ku merajuk seketika
lalu ku pergi meninggalkan dirimu
tanpaku duga lilin menjadi bara
gurauanku jadi delima prasangka.

kau menyangka aku pergi kerna dia
yang tak pernah wujud dalam alam cinta
belum sempat ku jernihkan suasana
engkau pula yang hilang entah ke mana.

puas sudah ku mencari
kutinggalkan pesan ku kirimkan berita
agar dapat ku temui
dirimu.. umpama sebutir permata
yang sirna..

andai dapat ku undurkan putaran dunia
ingin ku ubah semula
kata-kata dan tingkah laku ku
yang salah agar kita dapat seiring
di mercu asmara..

tak ingin lagi, dan tak mahu lagi,
berpisah bukan dengan kerelaan hati
penyesalan yang tak ada kesudahan
ku tersepit dalam jerat sendiri..

Sunday, October 3, 2010

hi

Well, a bloody lot has happened since I last posted, and that was only a little over a week ago.

Sorry to keep you waiting, but I have a good reason.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Saturday, July 3, 2010

a wonderful fairy tale

"All my life I've been searching for someone .... I guess some things are not meant to be..........."

Lady, I'm your knight in shining armor and I love you
You have made me what I am and I am yours
My love, there's so many ways I want to say I love you
Let me hold you in my arms forever more

You have gone and made me such a fool
I'm so lost in your love
And oh, we belong together
Won't you believe in my song?

Lady, for so many years I thought I'd never find you
You have come into my life and made me whole
Forever let me wake to see you each and every morning
Let me hear you whisper softly in my ear

In my eyes I see no one else but you
There's no other love like our love
And yes, oh yes, I'll always want you near me
I've waited for you for so long

Lady, your love's the only love I need
And beside me is where I want you to be
'Cause, my love, there's somethin' I want you to know
You're the love of my life, you're my lady!

Monday, June 7, 2010

what the hell?

I can't believe why some people are so irresponsible... Can't they just account for the things they have done? Its all up to the person's decision to contact whoever it is no matter how urgent the matter is... When you are committed to something, stay firm with it... Its not like a playground where you can come and play, have fun and leave when you have played till your hearts' content... I've no idea why I should be the scapegoat when its not my fault in the first place... Damn it...

layan....

Monday, May 31, 2010

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

so it can't be all that difficult!

How to Make Love. Birds do it. Bees do it. But how do they know how to make love? Instinct. Humans have it too..It's an inborn instinct to procreate with the ones we love.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

entry ini untuk seorang sahabat aku - kay!


sahabat,
aku faham jalan cerita hidupmu
dari zaman anak2 hingga kini
cuma nasib tidak menyebelahi aku
nasib lebih menyebelahimu
sahabat,
sungguh aku tumpang bahagia
walaupun dulu pada mulanya
aku cemburu dan rasa sakit hati
yang amat sangat tapi kini
keikhlasanmu membuat aku sedar
betapa sucinya hatimu
sahabat,
betul kata katamu dulu
masa akan mengadili dan memberitahu
segala galanya dan kini semuanya telah pun
terjawab dan aku amat2 menghormatimu.
sahabat,
aku sesungguhnya tumpang rasa sedih
bilamana dalam proses untuk menjadi
tetamu ALLAH buat kesekian kalinya
kamu diuji dengan ujian yang maha besar.
sahabat,
andai aku punya kuasa
akan aku buat apa saja terdaya
demi maruah dan keluargamu
yang seakan keluargaku.
sahabat,
aku mendoakan ketabahan hatimu
dlm mengharungi dugaan ini
percayalah aku akan selalu berada
dekat denganmu dlm waktu susah & senangmu.
betapa murninya hatimu walau dlm keadaan begitu masih sanggup mendoakan org2 yag menganiaya dan memfitnah dirimu - seperti katamu ALLAH MAHA TAHU segalanya.

siapa itu


i wish i could...


Monday, March 22, 2010

Friday, February 26, 2010

Friday, January 29, 2010

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

akulah

Akukah yang SOMBONG?
..... muka sombongkah ini?

Monday, December 21, 2009

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

miss u

“sanggupkah kau melepaskan cinta, saat cinta memelukmu?”